Jillian Chalcraft
1951 - 2018
I have fought the feelings
And emotions inside
That fills and empties me,
Like a fast rolling tide.
There are moments of pain,
Of sorrow and hate,
Leaving me to ponder
Many hours of late.
I love you, darling.
It’s your presence I miss.
And I terribly long
For that one last kiss.
But the greatest pain of all
That hurts me so deep,
Is after giving you my love
I can’t have yours to keep.
To have you by my side
Always longing for more,
And have you feel the same,
To mutually adore.
You see, my love, I have given you my heart
And revealed the depths of my soul,
And now I am left feeling hopelessly empty
After reaching our goal.
It’s selfish I know
To feel this way
But it’s how I feel
Each and every day
Always hoping and praying
For the next time we meet
For you to allow me, once again
To feel complete
And rest assured
I WILL see you again
For it’s not a question of if,
But a question of when
And when that time comes
I’ll be in total bliss,
For no longer will I wait
For that one last kiss.
By Stuart Chalcraft
Stuart Chalcraft
3rd May 2018