Jillian Chalcraft
1951 - 2018
I have fought the feelings
And emotions inside
That fills and empties me,
Like a fast rolling tide.
There are moments of pain,
Of sorrow and hate,
Leaving me to ponder
Many hours of late.
I love you, darling.
It’s your presence I miss.
And I terribly long
For that one last kiss.
But the greatest pain of all
That hurts me so deep,
Is after giving you my love
I can’t have yours to keep.
To have you by my side
Always longing for more,
And have you feel the same,
To mutually adore.
You see, my love, I have given you my heart
And revealed the depths of my soul,
And now I am left feeling hopelessly empty
After reaching our goal.
It’s selfish I know
To feel this way
But it’s how I feel
Each and every day
Always hoping and praying
For the next time we meet
For you to allow me, once again
To feel complete
And rest assured
I WILL see you again
For it’s not a question of if,
But a question of when
And when that time comes
I’ll be in total bliss,
For no longer will I wait
For that one last kiss.
By Stuart Chalcraft
Stuart Chalcraft
3rd May 2018
Those we loved don’t go away
They walk beside us every day
Unseen, unheard, but always near
Still loved, still missed, still very dear
RIP Jill
Anneke
1st May 2018